Sunday, June 22, 2014


I was born five years after Judy Garland died, but I grew up in a house with Judy. My mother's favorite musical actress was Judy. She especially loves Garland's 1940s musicals at MGM like Meet Me In St. Louis and The Harvey Girls. My Grandfather was a record hoarder and had every Decca 78rpm that Judy did (unfortunately it was not a lot). So I grew up knowing a lot about Judy Garland. Is she my favorite singer - NO. Is she my favorite actress - NO. However, watching and listening to her work, she was definitely one of the greatest entertainers of all-time. She was taken from the world way too early on June 22, 1969 at the age of 47. Sadly, it does not seem like her last days were full of songs and rainbows.

On March 15th 1969 at Chelsea Register Office on the Kings Road, Judy Garland married a gay discotheque manager and part-time jazz pianist called Mickey Devinko better known as Mickey Deans. After the brief ceremony, which was actually her fifth, Garland said:

           "This is it. For the first time in my life, I am really happy. Finally, I am loved.”

Not that loved, because despite the long celebrity guest-list, not one of Judy’s famous friends made it to the reception held at Quaglino’s the large and expensive restaurant situated in Bury Street just south of Piccadilly. Several hundred people were invited and only fifty made it to the function.

Actually there was one celebrity guest at the wedding – Mickey Deans’ best man, Johnnie Ray. Ray had had hits in the fifties such as Cry and The Little White Cloud That Cried and was famous for the mootable ability to cry on stage earning him the moniker ‘the Nabob of Sob’ or occasionally the ‘Prince of Wails’. In reality, Ray was no close friend of Deans or Garland and the only reason that he was a guest at the wedding was that he was due to open for a brief Scandinavian tour Deans had organised for his new wife four days after the wedding.

After the wedding Garland and Deans rented a small mews house in a Chelsea cul-de-sac called Cadogan Lane. On Saturday 22 June, just three months after their wedding, Judy and Mickey had been watching a BBC documentary on the Royal family but, not untypically, had started to furiously row. Garland ran into the street shouting and screaming (also not untypically) followed not long after by Deans who ran after her. He was unable to find his wife and returned to the house and soon after went to bed.

At around 10.40am the next morning the phone rang for Garland. Deans, initially unable to find her, found the bathroom door locked. He climbed out on to the roof and looking through the window saw Garland motionless on the toilet with her head slumped forward and her hands on her knees. Climbing into the bathroom he found her skin was discoloured and dried blood had dribbled from her mouth and nose. She had been dead for about eight hours.

The Chelsea Coroner, Gavin Thurston wrote “This is a clear picture of someone who had been habituated to barbiturates in the form of Seconal for a very long period of time, and who on the night of June 22nd/23rd perhaps in a state of confusion from a previous dose (although this is pure speculation) took more barbiturate than her body could tolerate.” Garland had been prescribed Seconal, the drug that killed her, off and on, since the fifties. It is a barbiturate derivative medicine that was becoming widely misused in the sixties.

Judy Garland was just 47 years old and $4 million in debt when she died. She was buried in New York and, making an effort this time, guests included Lauren Bacall, James Mason, Cary Grant, Katharine Hepburn, Mickey Rooney, Lana Turner and latterly Bing Crosby and Frank Sinatra who paid all the funeral expenses. Judy, our Dorothy, was gone but her memory has survived for 45 years now. The happiness she had not been able to find during her short time in this world, she had given to her millions of fans through the decades...


  1. It re-enforces my view.....that whatever STARDOM we achieve in life.....even at those meteoric the end of the day......WE ARE STILL ...VERY MUCH HUMAN, and subject to HUMAN FRAILTY...and IMPERFECTIONS.

  2. Agree with comment above. Also, I think it's mis-leading to correlate few people showing up to wedding with lack of love. It was her fifth marriage; I imagine even people who loved her were worn out with her erratic ways and saw little to celebrate. Also, Judy's remark about being loved was surely referring to her husband; not anyone else.

    1. I had read that at the end of her life, celebrities and Hollywood were just worn out and done with her which is why she such low attendance at her last wedding reception....No One Cared.

  3. You are correct, Judy at this stage in her life had exhausted all those close to her. She was very much loved but required too much work. Her life at that stage was a mess, she was literally homeless, couldn't work in America due to tax issues, her belongings had been impounded for back taxes, even her musical arrangements and clothes! She had 3 children 2 of which were young and dependant on her, she was the only breadwinner and had to work is it any wonder the poor woman was erratic, stressed and more dependant then ever on prescription drugs? God Rest Her and thank God for giving her to us for as long as he did. Those that knew her felt very guilty when she died - I know this to be true.

  4. Her voice and candor have broughg tears to my eyes and big, goofy grins to my lips. I can see why so many men fell in love with those gleaming, electic brown eyes of hers. A true artistic visionary, a Goddess. You will be loved forever and ever, Judy <3

  5. Tremendous talent and energy, DYNAMIC talent & passion in every song. She will never be forgotten.
    Yes. Many who knew her well felt much guilt and sadness that she died so young, ... and with no one to rescue her.

  6. She had what few have. Apart from talent, a magnificent vouce, charisma, pathos and empathy, she had vulnerability. She gave of herself, there was no more to give.

  7. Someone once said that life on Earth is the real purgatory. Once we leave it, then peace is finally attained. Judy had certainly attained that peace when she left us on that summer day.

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  9. Judy Garland entertained and inspired countless people. A day is neve dull as long as one can hear a song of hers or view a movie of hers. She is long gone but every time a film of her is played, she is working again, alive briefly to do what she did best. Her performances have outlived her. The film industry is ruthless as it chews people up and then spits them out, and Garland was way past the point where she cared what people thought of her. People still enjoy her films today fans enjoy her existing films.